when ive had enough...quit?

when i woke up this morning dreading the day ahead of me all i wanted to do way cry. as it turned out i spent a good part of the morning doing just that! it felt so good to cry, to get all my emotions out. but as it turned out too much emotion came out and i decided to want to quit. i feel like this is right for me to be here but there so much more i can do with myself. being a glorified babysitter is not what i had planned for myself, i have so much more talent and abilities so why waste it when I'm not even happy. i do so much for the kids and the family and i get little respect. its not fair to keep getting myself in a darker place then i am. if i was really meant to stay here there would be some sign of it getting better but in the last 6 months i have only grown to dislike my job more and more.