you are my sunshine

Long day today, i say that every Saturday, Sunday and Monday but even Friday this week the kids didn't go to school today so more work for me. i was so fed up with fussing and complaining and temper tantrums today, i had surely had it by dinner time. so after dinner we went for a gold cart ride, stoped for ice cream and everything was magically better, funny how that works. we sang songs the whole way home about various things we saw, flowers, tree, people and the sun. while we were about to sing about the sun Lexi said this ones for you Chel. "you are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skis are gray you'll never know dear how much i love you please don't take my Chelsea away" i thought okay i can do this and when everything is sour its always the kids the give me a pick me up. so i guess thank goodness i have this job. in theory no matter how bad you think something is, it could be worse so be thankful for what you have!

the simple things in life

Ever since moving to Florida i have had a chance to experience the finer things in life, but after almost 8 month of being away from Keller and my family i know that I'm a simple girl. i love the simple things in life, id rather lay out at the beach then be at the "club" id rather have grilled chicken then a 4 course meal. i rather get a super awesome deal at a store and get more of it then just one thing. and id rather be at home then well here. this past week being at home just reminds me of how i don't need to live an extravagant life and that i really do really like the simple things. oh and i really cant wait to marry Keller in 130 days and have our perfect yet simple life together :)

Thankful

I have so much to be thankful for and i just haven't taken the time to stop and really be thankful for them, o here they are. I'm so thankful for a wonderful, loving, caring, HOT, smart, generous, creative fiance, he really is the best i couldn't ask for a better miss fit, i say miss fit because we are so sooo sooooo different were complete opposites and were perfect for each other! i love him oh so much :) oh course my family is has been so supportive while I've been in Florida dealing with loads or crap after load of crap!! My job which gives me loads of crap but at the end of the day when i tuck the kids in bed and they remind me its time to pray i know my working is being done!!

Also the message at church today made me think, were always wanting things to be better and we expect God to give them to us when we ask, but maybe God doesn't think were ready to have it or aren't deserving. "God always has a sweet in mind when he provides" but He need to be ready to provide. remember providing starts with an offering. you can take a look for yourself.
http://www.calvaryftl.org/AWMedia/LiveService.cfm

t-shirt necklace

I found this idea Megan Goossen has posted on facebook. i thought it would be a great way for Lexi to practice her cutting while making something cute, this is my first attempt but after doing it i realized you definitely need to use a longer shirt to get the affect posted online. here's our try.

http://www.wholeliving.com/article/t-shirt-necklace

its baby time!!

ITS BABY TIME!!!

For anyone other then myself, i am not ready to be a mother but i know others who are, i really enjoy the time of a baby life in the 1 week to 8 weeks range. if anyone i know would considering having a baby ASAP so i could spend ample time with he/she during the summer i would really love that. there just something about baby's especially when there not yours, for example: there smell, there soft skin, the way the sleep all the time and only for a few seconds and hen your done, your done just give them back.



p.s. i have already requested this from my sister Jessica and my friend Arielle but if there are an other takes I'm not opposed :)



p.s.s. on a nother note, my day sucked my first day off in 20 days and i worked 7.5 hours someone please tell me what is wrong with that picture!!

Easter Sunday, look at the fun we had!!

But let not forget the real meaning of Easter.

when N.E.G.I.T.I.V.E turns to P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E

After living in Florida for 6 full months and 15000 hours i was beginning to feel well down right pissed about my job, I'm tired!!! when i sick too bad, when I'm tired too bad, when I'm hungry too bad!! you can follow the pattern but after thinking about my attitude i have i realize its time for a change, i don't want the kids thinking it them i don't like. so I'm going to put my best foot forward and be the best role model i can for them! today was great, the kids slept in, we had lunch, we went to the beach and Kenny slept for 2.5 hours and Lexi played in a big hole we had dug, i will say today was bliss!!! heres some fun we've had the last couple days!!

push or pull

push, or pull, isn't that sort of the same, well depend on how you look at it, I'm looking at it like I'm pushing for something and pulling it in :) well i know that's not right but compromise is really not my thing, i know hard to believe. i only bring this up because me and Keller are discussing a new wedding date. i maybe am pushing a little but only because i know its the right decision, well in my eye. good thing I'm with Keller, hes more the brains of the relationship, he thinks everything through like an adult and I'm more of a doer, when i get an idea in my head that it that all i want. i know we will both come to a....compromise.....and do whats best for us. I LOVE YOU KELLER!!!