Sony Ericson!

on a hard day i at work i had to enjoy myself at the Sony Ericson's tennis tournament! it wasn't all bad, i got to see one of my favorite player win his match, spend time with Vicki, and i go a much needed break! Nadal is my favorite and he whooped his opponents butt, it was an awesome match, however i was slightly distracted by his rituals, before he serves he picks, his weggie, tucks his hair being his ears, bounces the ball for way to long. it much work because his serves were going to to 130 mps, maybe i should try it!! hes some pictures from an awesome match!

oh ya i forgot to mention the asked me to play!!

craft time

its 8:30 pm on a Tuesday night and me and my cousin Tiffany decide its a good time to craft so we zip down to Joanne fabrics and get material for a craft she knew about, an hour and a half later we got a cute finished project!

its really simple all you do is draw up your stencils in a variety of sizes, scrunch them up and sew together wish a button on top. these can be used as pin, to decorate a pot, a barrette or anything that comes to mind. have fun :)

when ive had enough...quit?

when i woke up this morning dreading the day ahead of me all i wanted to do way cry. as it turned out i spent a good part of the morning doing just that! it felt so good to cry, to get all my emotions out. but as it turned out too much emotion came out and i decided to want to quit. i feel like this is right for me to be here but there so much more i can do with myself. being a glorified babysitter is not what i had planned for myself, i have so much more talent and abilities so why waste it when I'm not even happy. i do so much for the kids and the family and i get little respect. its not fair to keep getting myself in a darker place then i am. if i was really meant to stay here there would be some sign of it getting better but in the last 6 months i have only grown to dislike my job more and more.

finding the perfect dress

i am struggling finding that perfect dress i walk down the isle in. of course i want to like sexy yet elegant on that special day. the fit and flare style is my favorite but there are so many to choose from, strapless, small straps, beading, sequins, lace, all that's jazz. all i want is something plane and simple wheres what I've found so far, tell me what you think.

fathers know best

i will admit it my dad always know whats best, hes a smart guy i would say. he told me that i shouldn't get a tattoo when i really wanted on and i didn't and now I'm so very happy i didn't ink up my body. he told me i should save my mom and be smart about it and now i have a nice chunk for me and Keller to start off with. and when my dad told me to delete my latest blog, he was right, i probably did not need to broadcast it across the world wide web, but sometime the truth hurts. i was happy i get my feelings out but i was even happier when my dad showed me the error of my ways and its best to vent over the phone so it doesn't come back and bite me in the BUTT!!! thank you dad, your the greatest!!

its been so long.

spring break is over and I'm back to work. boo!! i had such a great time. Keller, my mom and dad visited for 9 days!! it was a dream come true, mostly because i got to be with them the whole time and didn't have to work, but also i did have to have any contact with ken!! couldn't ask for anything better, we had sunshine and good weather pretty much the whole time!! we did so many fun things. we went for dinner, me and Keller went on dates, we layed out at the beach, played tennis!! and no it all over :( it so hard when they have to go back. but luckily Keller will be coming back when he done with school for a couple weeks!! i never knew it would be this hard to have a long distance relationship, thank God we have a very Strong relationship and its even more fun when we get to see each other! he are some of the fun things we did:

tennis and sunshine!

i love playing tennis, and i especially love playing tennis when i win!!! 6-2, 7-1, 4-4, these are the score of which i won and tied one match! but i love when people tell me how to play and then i end up whopping them!! ahh it feels so good! i know i know i may not be a very peaceful winner but geez better a big head then a sore loser. after a very exciting morning of tennis me and the kids got to enjoy the rest of the day at the pool! oh the beautiful Florida weather is back!! this is all for now!!!

p.s. i cant wait to have a whole week off of work!!!!

spring cleaning?

as i read my sisters blog today in thought maybe it would be a good time to clean out my purse, however i don't have a camera yet you'll have you bare with me and imagine all the things I'm about to tell you i pulled out of my purse...

a house key
part of a hanger
two packs of black black gum
3 on the go wet wipes
1 pack of wet ones
2 sweet tarts hearts
2 bottles of aspirin
2 pairs of sun glasses
big pack tic tacs
2 highlighters
3 pens
1 gift card worth $2.68
2 jolly ranchers
Kleenex
cheese crackers
box of raisins
change purse
jumbo wallet
scrunchies
hair clip
iCarley talking ball from McDonald's (Jessica its a show on Disney)

unfourtunate it is 12:30 and im in key largo otherwise i would have taken the time to put everything away and elimanate some of this "junk" but insted i stuffed it all back into my purse. oh well junk and stuff it may be, if it makes the kids happy, it makes me happy!

a life time of ease, or at least 3 days

Monday, ahh...Tuesday, ahh...Wednesday, ahh...three days of bliss! it is bad when i get this excited to be away from the man i work for? when hes around its constant stress, and i think hes has even cause me to break out at times from stressing me out. my job is love, hate for sure. i love the kids i love what i do, i hate not being able to act like myself in the house I'm living in. why do some people have that affect on you? and why can i have the opposite affect on people, show them things can be more easy going and you can have a little fun in life! why cant he see everything doesn't have to always have perfect order, you have to live a little. living this way for the last 6 months makes me so anxious to live with Keller so i can go back to some normalcy!!

no kids for me please!

as it is i was board tonight and i was playing around on the Internet, i found a web site that shows you what your kids will look like. i pictured the cutest girl with curly blond hair bright blue eyes and a beautiful glowy tan skin, instead i got a little girl and I'm wondering who her parents are??
as you can see, she is not that beautiful combination i had pictured!

well I'm looking forward to the rest of the week I'm finally able to get back out and play tennis after nearly taking a week off, i have lesson Wednesday and Thursday, round robin on Saturday, clinics next Tuesday and Thursday and on the weekend me and Keller are going to be playing in a mixed doubles tournament!! its going to be great being with my man and playing tennis together!! i cant wait only 4 more days, i hope they go by fast!

Keller if you read this please don't let this child scare you, like it did me!! :)