a life time of ease, or at least 3 days

Monday, ahh...Tuesday, ahh...Wednesday, ahh...three days of bliss! it is bad when i get this excited to be away from the man i work for? when hes around its constant stress, and i think hes has even cause me to break out at times from stressing me out. my job is love, hate for sure. i love the kids i love what i do, i hate not being able to act like myself in the house I'm living in. why do some people have that affect on you? and why can i have the opposite affect on people, show them things can be more easy going and you can have a little fun in life! why cant he see everything doesn't have to always have perfect order, you have to live a little. living this way for the last 6 months makes me so anxious to live with Keller so i can go back to some normalcy!!