19 days straight of work, 190 hours, 11400 minutes, 684000 seconds later i am tired. i have played every game possible from hide and seek to candy land to lets see who can rest the longest (i always win.) we have crafted every craft possible from cutting out shapes and making our own puzzles to just about everything you can think of with paper plates including caterpillars! we have watched enough wonder pets, Ni ho Ki-Lan, and Dora to last me a year! i know its too much when i know all the songs and start clapping with them! i would like to classify myself a super nanny!! i really can do it all, if i don't say so myself. however when it comes to super fiance, i struggle and I've been being a girlfriend/fiance for much longer, a little over two and a half years, 933 days, 55980 hours, 3358800 minutes, 201528000 seconds, and counting. and after all that time I'm not tired of it! but at night when i finally get to talk to Keller I'm always too tired to talk i just want to rest and be. its not fair to Keller after he waits all day to talk and all i have to offer up is "i don't really have much to talk about" that's not nice. i maybe in some ways resent that he still get to live his life go out and have fun whenever he wants while I'm usually stuck in bed by 9:00am, which is way to early for a girl like me. i need to take more time for Keller and put him first instead of my job.
as you can see we really are fit for each other!!
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